To You, you and you.....

I've been at my job for a month. I Officially Hate desk jobs. Sorry I've been so silent, trying to fix my Work/Life Balance.
This is to.... some of my fellas..

I liked you. A lot.
Part of me didn't want to, but our apparent similarities somehow caused us to be.
For a while. Until you got tired, though to hear you say it would likely be much more poetic.
Funny thing is that I knew from the beginning that it wouldn't end as.slightly intended.
No stroll through the park of Romance on a summer afternoon is Enhanced by first dissecting each others person on a Freudian red couch avec timer and quizzical smile.
Adieu, though it saddens me.
Sure I've lost a friend.

I hate you. Immensely.
And I love you terribly at the same time.
You're the reason an entire country was on my No-Go list and seeing your traits in others inspires contempt.
No matter how shiny, how large, how rare my diamonds are, they might as well be coal to your expectations.
And though its salt on a fresh wound to care what you think, I still do.
Working on severing this tie.


I'm sorry. Really.
I think I thought I had some concept of what I wanted something and I transposition-ed them unto you.
Truly feel like I wasted a year of your life; hoping that I learned a bit during that year in mine.
Quite sure you'll be just fine.
We were Incompatible from day one.

You. Are a Jerk!
And yet you're so adorable I frequently overlook it.
Thanks for teaching me how not to fall, by attempting to bring me down, no less. Thank God for the wise counsel of friends.
I fully expect and invite to the Free Cake and Rice day that'll be your wedding.
Someday.

You don't deserve the space it'd take to acknowledge you properly. I throw up.

You stupid, stupid, Stupid....!!!
Why did you have to be emotionally attached to another? Why did she have to be Acceptable to me? Why did you feel the need to Tell me about it!??
Alas, we would have make terrible lovers.
Settling for 'Long Distance Friends'

I liked you. So Much.
Its downright ridiculous.
The entire thing was like some movie.
And the audience shouted commands to me the whole time.
…didn’t they know that people on 16ft big screens can’t talk back.
Well.

You. Are So Fine. You don't even know. In too many ways.
Honestly. I don't think you do. Which, of course, makes you like the last scoop of ice cream on a Hot Summer day.
Blo'dy Irresistible.
I hope your girlfriend knows this.

My Ride-or-Die-Niggas
You know I've got nothing but love for you.
Keep your head up Baby, the sun'll come out tomorrow.
Besides, we have to be around to see each others kids grow up.
-If even in pictures only.

You were like a Knight at the Round Table of life and I felt like that girl they send for water basins.
Sure the distance wasn’t Entirely in my mind, but you saw me just the same.
You Get me and I'm not letting go.
You are like Spring to me and we are full of possibilities.
Caramel...

I love You.
You are the Only One who understands me - likely because you hold the blueprints.
May I grow to Love you more, may I be who You want me to be; and not mess up the opportunities You bring my way.
-Amen


-Here's to doing what you're supposed to do, when you're supposed to do it.
And to Living Your Life - ala T.I. & Rhi